I want to be creative.
I've recently been struggling with work.
I have people comment on the little doodles I have hanging up & It makes me sad I am not doing anything with it. I find it extremely hard to find motivation nowadays especially when it comes to drawing & painting.
I can never do anything more then a sketch. It feels too exhausting, but I want to be creative. I want to create. My creations are good even I can see that, they do need improvement but even so I am not discouraging myself because of that, it's just that I have no energy.
I work a 9-5 office job & it's been hard to keep it interesting for my ADHD brain. I really need a change.
I want to be creative instead of just working at a computer. I want to work with my hands, I want to feel my work.
This just feels blank.
This sucks.
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